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The funny thing about a miscarriage is how it continues to haunt you. For at least 9 months and probably longer. A coworker announced she's pregnant. Fifteen weeks. Due in September. And my first thought was "Me too!" And then I realized how awkward it would be to say that. And then I realized how jealous i am of her healthy pregnancy. And then I realized how much I've mentally prepared for every mile stone. So I'm going to remember all those things. I'm going to notice in May when I don't get to find out the gender. I'm going to notice this summer when I don't have a pregnant belly to show off. I'm going to notice in September when no baby comes. I'm going to notice in October when I don't have maternity leave. This week I flew to Boston for a work trip. My miscarriage happened naturally and I felt relieved and ready to move forward. I booked a B&B and a flight for Brendon to come join me. It was going to be our anniversary cele

Kaybree asked the other day to look at old photos of herself and I didn't have any handy but I just opened my old dropbox and found a ton so I thought I'd post them here so they can be easily accessible. Kaybree, you could not have been any cuter! Holy cow! It's also so fun to see how in love with Eisley you were right from the beginning. I can't wait till you have a new sibling to love on!