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This pregnancy feels different. It feels like it's happening faster. Maybe because I know what's coming at each step and it's a thrill to feel it happening.
I have never not been excited about a pregnancy but maybe I've just forgotten that. I'm excited. I'm excited about every kick. About the swell in my belly (though I would not be opposed if that moved a little slower) I'm excited about the thought of labor and delivery and maternity leave and nursing. And I have so many people excited with me. Not just adults this time but my girls too. They can't wait for Avery Lou.
We've decided to name her that, even though I'm not 100% in love with it. I can't imagine anything more fitting at this moment so Avery Lou it is.
Both the girls are thrilled. They love knowing I have a baby in me and Eisley seems especially curious about how it all works.
In other news, Kaybree lost her first tooth today. She pulled it out all by herself while eating an apple. She's very excited for this milestone. I'm excited for her. Love this family of mine!

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