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Eisley’s baptism

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Eisley got baptized yesterday. 

She asked Brittany and David to give the talks because she loves them the most. Both did an excellent job and bawled through it. David did mention during his talk he would NOT have given a talk if it had been anyone else asking him.

When it was time to go into the water Eisley froze at the top of the stairs and cried, saying she did not want to do it. Eventually she got brave and walked into the water. The heater was broken so the water was cold but she made it through!

Later she said she was scared because she didn’t want to have everyone watching her. A part of me wonders if she was afraid of the commitment. 

Everyone treats baptism as a big deal. Like it means you can never make a mistake again or you’ll be doomed. That’s a lot of pressure. I want my kids to know it’s the opposite. Baptism is a reminder that we all make mistakes. That’s why Heavenly Father provided a way to remind us to be better next time. To change our hearts and our minds. 

Baptism is part of our progression. Just like repentance is each week. We don’t break our promise when we sin. We just make mistakes. We all make mistakes. It’s OK to make mistakes. No matter our mistakes, we are loved. 

Eisley, I love you like crazy. You are so loyal and always want the best for those around you. You are slow to complain and quick to find solutions to problems. You are an excellent friend. Please please never forget what a unique spirit you bring to the world. I love being your mom! 

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