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I don't care

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We found out the gender of the baby today! It's our third girl! She's growing right on schedule, happy and healthy.

And J does not care. He doesn't want to see ultrasound pictures. He doesn't want to be surprised by the gender. He doesn't want to be involved with this kid at all.

And from his reaction I have a sneaking suspicion this baby is the reason for his sudden desire to leave. Until this baby came along he was fine staying for forever. Now he wants very little to do with me.

And I'm offended. Because I think he would love this baby. Maybe that's what he's afraid of.

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