A Place to Write

Aspen is getting more and more personality each day. Her excitement is really starting to show in her legs. I remember the same thing happening with Eisley. The more excited she got, the fast her chunky little legs would move. Now Aspen does the same. Last night we went for a walk/bike ride. The girls rode bikes (Kaybree with no training wheels and Eisley still with training wheels) and I pushed Aspen in her stroller. At one point the girls got too far ahead of me so I started jogging with the stroller and feeling the wind in her face, Aspen's legs started swinging happily. It was fun! Aspen is another mama's girl but not too strong yet. Maybe Brendon can still change her mind! she loves Grandma Vance and she laughs the loudest for Eisley. All Eisley has to do is run toward her and Aspen lets out a shriek and a deep belly laugh. Aspen does not enjoy being held by Eisley but I think those two are going to be good friends. Both of those younger girls will always depend on Kay...

Someone on Facebook said they are finishing up their training and they are concerned because the training keeps talking about the worst case scenarios. They just wanted to hear some good experiences. I got on a soap box a little bit. Here is what I wrote: Whenever I think about our foster care journey I don't have a lot to brag about. We've had a teen for 2.5 years and in that time we've been woken up by the police, we've found countless vape pods and cigarettes in his bedroom, we've watched him fail classes and have to change schools over and over again. He has had more jobs than I've had my entire life because he has trouble keeping them. He's attracted friends that are having unsafe sex, getting drunk, overdosing and breaking laws. When I'm being realistic I think he'll end up homeless or in jail when he leaves us. And yet--it's really not the worst thing ever. I'd do it all over again. I know his past is hard and his future is uncertain...